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I Need a Reason to Stay

by Semaphore

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1.
No One 04:40
Let me go If I’m not having fun anymore Already poised to die alone I’ll just disappear Because Would you even notice if I drift away Another nameless face I don’t think anyone was keeping tabs of all my selfish acts But there’s blanks in all the chambers And the rope won’t seem to catch And these pills are just placebos Do I drown myself in the silence? Let me go If I’m not having fun anymore Already poised to die alone I’ll just disappear No one’s listening No one seems to care No one will ever miss me Cuz no one’s even aware Even if I hate myself Are they trying to feed my complexes? I don’t think anyone was even keeping tabs of all my selfish acts But there’s blanks in all the chambers And the rope won’t seem to catch And these pills are just placebos Do I drown myself in the silence? But there’s blanks in all the chambers And the rope won’t seem to catch And these pills are just placebos Do I need to bury the hatchet?
2.
Smother 03:54
Quit claiming it’s temporary Explain it away this wasted potential You're confusing love with comfort But clearly I don’t have the answers Words, numbers, Black rectangles and anything to fill the silence But clearly I don’t have the answers Quit claiming it’s temporary Bake gods into rituals and pray to your clay martyrs But clearly I don’t have the answers Burn it down, overexposure And set fire to your closure But clearly I Ennui you’re killing me Am I stuck in that same routine Ennui you’re smothering me Am I stuck in that same routine And I don’t want to live this way forever Ennui you’re killing me Am I stuck in the same routine Ennui you’re smothering me Am I stuck in that same routine
3.
Porcelain 04:17
Go and leave me on my own again I won’t pretend Don’t call my name if you’re alone Cuz I know you’ll let me down You’ll let me down Go I'm better off alone again I won’t pretend Don’t call my name if you’re alone Cuz I know you’ll let me down You’ll let me down Red spots on the porcelain fall out of care Don’t call my name if you’re alone Cuz I know you’ll let me down You’ll let me down
4.
The same old song won’t help us fall apart Even a little more feeling, won't stop us bleeding out I’ve been trying to get back on the right track But it’s no use at all Settle Not content to settle Pursue it if you can Don’t be afraid to dance but don’t form expectations Dreams are made to wake up from Don’t fall asleep for too long I’ve been trying to get back on the right track But it’s no use at all Settle Not content to settle I’ve been trying to get back on the right track But it’s no use at all Pursue it if you can Don’t be afraid to dance but don’t form expectations Dreams are there to wake up from Don’t fall asleep for too long Settle Not content to settle
5.
We all assume we’ll make it through Failing to comprehend we’re already dead Give me something, I need a reason to stay Stay for nothing, I’m fading away Give me something, I need a reason to stay Stay for nothing We all assume we’ll make it through Failing to comprehend we’re already dead Give me something, I need a reason to stay Stay for nothing, I’m fading away Give me something, I need a reason to stay Stay for nothing I wrote a list of reasons today But the rain came and washed it all away If it’s as simple as they all say Why’s it adding up to my decay? Stay for something I need a reason to stay
6.
01000110 05:25
This carousel, it makes me crazy I can’t avoid the dizzy feeling This nothingness and everything My ones becoming zeroes Deprive me of my solitude without affording me company The total and the tranquil in the oblivion of a graveyard But please don’t kill me Send a fox to kill a fox This point-and-click is poisonous You’ve got me tripping in the wrong way You're so conceited, you little demon But please don’t kill me I’ve tried again before I’ve had enough I know I keep running I keep keep running away I’ll try it all before I give it up I know I’m still running I’m still still running away When the poets defile roses Please tell me how is it worth it I’ve tried again before I’ve had enough I know I keep running I keep keep running away I’ll try it all before I give it up I know I’m still running I’m still still running away But please don’t kill me When the poets defile roses I keep running, I keep keep running away
7.
Immolate 03:28
As long as we are overpowered by the darkness of ignorance, we are the slave of Nature and must accept whatever comes as the fruit of our thoughts and deeds. When we stray into the path of unreality, the Sages declare that we destroy ourselves; because those who clings to the perishable body and regards it as their true self must experience death many times. I’ll burn fast in the end My body’s only temporary What exactly is the difference between a dream and waking experience? What happens to the sense of “I” in dreamless sleep? In the constantly changing flow of human experience, is there anything that remains the same? In the constantly changing flow of thought, is there an observer who remains the same? Is there any thread of continuity, some level of reality higher than waking, in which these states of mind cohere? I’ll burn fast in the end My body’s only temporary Destroy the sense of I and death a thousand times Darkness in absolutes Spiraling forever
8.
Nothing 03:21
I feel nothing I know nothing about you There’s nothing for me here
9.
What a Way 06:39
All these lonely lights dazzle with me into the night Can I feel my eyes pulsing? Is the Earth breathing right with me? Wandering adrift do I need a second wind? Is my camera obscured? My view is sfumato for sure... Diving into the hours of morning feeling like a daydream A walk through the coast break Will I ever be free? Will I ever be me? Do I want to hold on? Is my body gone? Sunlight give a ring Seeing eyes in everything Every word a metaphor sounding contrived more and more Can I be free? Can I be me? Can I hold on? Am I gone? I won't acquiesce, a life obsessed with cosmic healing You can lose yourself and be possessed by what you're feeling And you're dripping down and flowing into what you once were Your old lullabies come pouring out and swimming all around On the dancing greens, I can feel your energy The synapses don't connect and we're losing our intent You'll still be the same person today Unless you decide you want to change But be aware Don't meet yourself there You don't need to fall to break your fourth wall I'm running out of time I won't see the divine The frame removed is slowly setting The tune that played is quickly fading Was it just like I was sleeping? The noises start to blur Not sure of what I heard But my mind void of word A body weighed down by earth Succumbed to midday (Silence) I must sleep on this sand to delight on star's wine as I see shade you became

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released March 24, 2023

Band:
Siddhu Anandalingam
Emmett Ceglia
Jay Kohler
Niko Hasapopoulos

Live Tracked at:
Timber Studios (www.timberstudiosnj.com)

Mixed/ Produced/ Mastered:
Adam Cichocki

Album Art:
Adam LaMothe

Semaphore understands what you’re going through, and they want you to know it. Comprised of singer and guitarist Siddhu Anandalingam, drummer Emmett Ceglia, guitarist Jay Kohler, and bassist Niko Hasapopoulos, the Brooklyn-based quartet has been busy over the past few years navigating the lonesome loudness of modern life.

On the surface, Semaphore seems much like any other shoegaze band: they’re loud, atmospheric, and very, very moody. “We know we’re a bunch of sad boys singing for sad boys,” acknowledges Anandalingam, “but there’s a disaffectedness to a lot of shoegaze, an instinct to contribute to a collective droning, that Semaphore resists. We’re not trying to glorify numbness. We want to actually reach our audience.” This longing to connect underpins Semaphore’s work, lending an urgency to the band’s perspective, sound, and approach.

Founded in 2013 by Anandalingam, Semaphore released its first album, All Too Robot, in 2016, establishing the band’s scene-bending fusion of shoegaze, post-hardcore, and impressionist classical music. “It’s somewhere between My Bloody Valentine, Glassjaw, and Debussy, with a top note of angry teenage boy.” Their latest release, 2023’s I Need a Reason to Stay, develops and complicates that premise: “so much of the music made for young people is very blunt and on-its-face. Our mission is to take the music that was foundational to us as both people and artists and evolve it into something sophisticated and inviting.” Semaphore’s unique sound luxuriates in the shifting tonalities, airy melodies, and lush orchestration of their greatest musical influences, incorporating songcraft and vocals in a decidedly un-shoegazey way. “It’s the music I would have wanted to listen to in high school.”

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